Think about

i have so many quesion in my mind recently, a sound from my hart "what are you doing?why are you do ? do you konw what you do? " i can't respond. i don't konw what am i do and what i need ,i think i need some reason for my future. give me a reason for work hard learning the english. i need a life goal,by this way i should not lost myself in future.

first i need know what is the subject i like ,i should be charting a new direction for the subject, it is improtant for me.

Bored time

I haven't had good time recently.It is soooo bore.Something had me worried,i don't know what the problem is. I can't used to it that i will become couch potato.i watch TV more than twelve everyday,it is waste time .i have forgot my words that i writen in my note .i was afraid that all my efforts were wasted.So i don't want go out ,don't want go to any where.
The surroundings disagrees with me.

Arrived in Beijing

I already arrived in Beijing,this trip is very exicting and nervous.It's public knowledge this time is the Olympic Games'time.So I suffered different service than before.

First of all,when I was in railway-station of Xi'an,my luggage suffered safety-check three times,one time is enough before.Then the steward registered everyone's I.D. card when I was in train.At last ,in bus-station of Beijing, my luggage checked by old woman who was on duty,she tell me 'pleace open your bags ,may be again when you in bus'.Thanks to my grandma,I was able to come in grandma's home that it was in campus.Becouse a gymnasium of Olympic Games in the campus.

About my plan

I have some problem now ,my list of word come from China Daily that is english newspaper. I find my words list more and more huge and i forget words faster and faster.When I remember one or tow page of words list，I almost forgot other words.When I remember words of today,I almost forgot words of yesterday.So I must remember words again and again,freak out!
I think may be I should read and remember dict