I need help~

it is hard to say~i breath so hard when i read english. so many pressness on my shoulder.
i need help, but who is nice person that i can ask for? english is too hard for me. i have a lot of trubble from english since i was a child. i lost my all confidence, i feel so bad. be strong! it is only words that i can tell myself. writing, speaking, reading and listening they are my big enemis. maybe someday they were all became to my friends. i hope that day come soon~